Oct 03 2018

When you are a responsible person…

Category: MiscellaneousIuliana @ 16:15

… you are a responsible person even in your dreams.

I think by now you are used to blog entries about my crazy dreams. Well, this one might make make you laugh a little.

So, last night I drank alone a bottle of 500 ml of a wonderful Prosecco. I am Romanian and I grew up in region quite close to Russia so believe me that bottle was evening tea for me. Anyway, my brains decided that the bottle of Prosecco was a good inspiration for a dream.

So, in my dream, I drank the bottle and went to the Panic At the Disco! concert (that it is not until March 2019, by the way). And if you think I have dreamed the whole concert experience, you would be completely mistaken. In my dream, I wake up in my bed in my room with Brendon Urie in my bed. He is sleeping heavily and I have no idea how we both got there and I could not remember anything about the concert. And I was slightly puzzled that the concert took place in October 2018 too.

Anyway, what do you think is the first thing that I do? I start looking for my wallet and phones. Yes, my friends, instead of climbing Brendon Urie like a telephone pole, or waking him up to ask him how we ended up in the present situation, the responsible me started looking for her phone and wallet, because that’s what a responsible person does after a drunk night out. And I woke up panicked about not finding my wallet and phones, to find out it was still night, no Brendon Urie in my bed, just my fat cat.

Well, I have high hopes for the concert in March now. ;)

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Apr 19 2015

Somewhere, someday

Category: MiscellaneousIuliana @ 17:32


It is that time of the week when the clouds are making me melancholic and I’m thinking about you. I do not know what you look like, where you live and what are you thinking right now. But what I know for sure is that you are now creating memories that you will share with me when we meet. I’m not quite doing that, I’m just working a lot and healing a lot of wounds.

I can’t imagine when we first meet, but I really hope it will be next year, because I’m not done fixing myself yet and I don’t want to take the risk of not being able to communicate with you. I know that we will be best friends first, that we will click in a way neither of us has clicked with anyone before. I like to think that you will be smart and kind with everybody else and you won’t just be kind with me because I’ll hold that special place in your heart. I would really, really like you to be kind by nature, not because I’ll be your catalyst. I like to think that you will like sports, science and cars and we will talk about these subjects for hours.

I know for sure we will make the best team for any activity we will do together, whether is sports, building a home or growing up our kids together. Because I will want to have kids with you. Because when I’ll find you, I’ll probably love you so much that one of you in this world won’t be enough.

I am imagining you liking mostly the same music that I do and we will be dancing at least one evening per week before going to sleep. I’m thinking about dancing Insatiable with you or Imbranato or Can’t Help Falling in Love or You’re just too good to be true or Un angelo non e. Uuh, so many options …

I dream of meeting you after I find out who I am without you and I can barely wait to find out whom I’ll be with you. Until then I will think about you from time to time and write my thoughts here. And you will read them one day and know that I knew I loved you before I met you.

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